This could have been another ordinary day, but a few hours ago I met a guy on a gay chatroulette (where I spend most of my time lately) and he acted very strange at the begining I thought he wasn't gay because he started to tell me how he hated these people and then I asked him why he was on that chat. Then I noticed another person left the room. He then told me his girlfriend was watching him, so he couldn't say anything about the fact that he was gay. So I asked him why he lied to this woman if he was actually gay and all he answered was that he needed to seem a normal person and that he had thought that having a girlfriend would help him to do so. I tried to explain to him how absurd that was, but he suddenly disconnected. Now I wonder, why do people like this never want to talk when they're confused and it's obvious they need someone to talk to, in order not to ruin other people's lives too? I mean, you can even find a lot of things about these kind of complicated situations on the internet, why refuse to talk about it?